Hi...my blog =)
Hi...my new day again...
I should appreciate that I'm still alive..
ya...that I had the HPV vaccine...
at the first...I'm scare of pain but once I was injected
well...no any special feeling...
It's just like bitten by ants..hmmm..
like a little peanut ya=)
but once I sit and rest...
I could even feel dizzy...
it's just a start I knew...
but it happened in seconds...
hard to predict that it's damn horrible moment
for me and my friends around me...
hmmm...I can't describe to let you all to imagine
that situation...
I told Kai Xin that I felt dizzy and
she was finding place that can rest properly for me
but at that time...
my heart beat was very slow and the impulse
seem like can't be conducted
then almost cause heart paralyzed
I was suffering from chest pain and breathing
even a little amount of air
she tried to use her hand to support my body
(she was using her injected hand =( so touching my friend)
I can't breath in...seem like I gonna GONE...
at the moment
there was nothing inside my mind except
''what the hell!I'm regret to have this injection!''==
(unlike in the drama...those people that think of their beloved)
that might cause me die or what...
I struggled for getting just a bit more air
to SURVIVE
at that time
I can't abide anything else except my luck
I didn't pray for god
but myself
Ya...it's true...I was out of control I knew
I started to ''roar'' and twisted my body
to comfort my blood and organs
but FAIL
me friends asked the nurse come
but it's no uses...
I totally didn't know what she was talking about
nothing but I did is struggling
(SORRY for causing any inconvenience or dread for all my friends)
that time...my hero was coming XD
Caryn she was hugging me to bilik rawatan...
although I had no more energy to open my eyes
but I still can hear what all the people were talking about
anyway...thanks my girls... =)
I don't know why the HPV vaccine cause
such a serious problem for me
I just wonder that
should I have the second one
hmm...it's a good question
It's a damn horrible memories in my life
I think it might be my phobia in my future lifetime
I don't hope to suffer this kind of bad damn things again
or my lifespan will be shorter==
and my brain will be blanker and blanker
kena frightened !!hahah
well...I'll take good care of myself
thanks all my friends and my teachers
that concern about me =)
and hope our CICILIA also take care your body=)
Life is short
don't do anything you don't like
or you will suffer in your life
and just do whatever you like
that's all nothing much
HPV vaccine is quite important to ah girls =)
Human papillomavirus (HPV) that shows no symptoms
and leads to cancer of cervix, vagina ....
(pls check more details online)
pls take note that if you haven't injected this vaccine
for your healthy
for your happiness
BY:VENICE GUI
