Friday, August 12, 2011

it's coming back...❤

最近脾气越来越暴躁==
本来还觉得上了FORM 6
脾气控制好了
人也比较顺
没有像以前动不动就大发雷霆
=]不过现在又回来了
魏小姐真的很凶下
不好惹!
呼~冷静冷静~
在生气之前请深深呼吸下~
不然就会做出傻事XD
也许真的太多东西了
又不是很成熟去处理=3=
荒谬
首先就是驾车
我根本没有错啊先生!!!
你有没有考UNDANG的~
回家吃UDANG啦~
CELAKA~
HON HON HON...
结果我竟然去HON回他
不要以为P 牌就好欺负~
这个是小事
还好而已~

another one is the most serious
i am agitated and pushed
to my maximum point
the mr P!
pls stop making trouble to me
WTH are u thinking...
i am not this type of ppl!
u have ur GF
dun give me some hints repeatedly
to be ur another GF
WTF!
my market is not such low!!
make me very angry about this things
am i look like this hell girl?
such this thing make me furious in those days
huh...do u all still expect to smile?
making my life GELI!!!!!
put yourselves in my shoes
then u all will know exactly how
i am feeling now...
damn it..
so tell me
who can tolerate others to scar
or dirty ur reputation?
i juz care about wat i care only!!
my line is hard to touch it...
no real roots...
i can accept watever lame jokes of my frens
i can accept any playful matchings
i also can accept any celaka nickname...
but i cant accept this suck thing
pathogen! pest ! virus ! beast!

my bad-tempered
is coming back==
should i welcome it?
too bad har...
i am trying to get rid of it
in my sight n my mind...
fighting for my right=]
therefore...
=]i juz get my PEACE back
no wars
no argues
no quarrels
i juz wan to live in happiness and peace
anyway..
i dun care about small things..
not to bother those little peanut...
i juz wanna emphasize that
i juz care about wat i care only...
watsoever...
keep smiling to everything=]

facing to the reality
looking at the mirror...
being lost in thought...
i am juz thinking of the warmth
can i get it back?
the ending of the story
wont be together..
i juz recall some memories..
they were warm
they were touched
they were something that
are unutterable happiness..
i am not thinking of HIM
i am juz thinking of
the memories
the warmth
the feeling
the hug
one step one happiness
my mind out of control
even in exam
i was also feeling weird
juz the moment
i wan the warmth of hug
but until now
i still cant get it=]
not vulnerable
not miserable
never mind...
clear all my partial recalling...
i am fine=]

all the things i threw
they are back...
bad-tempered~
warmth of hug~
i wont welcome them
juz take broom and dustpan
and ''sapu'' them to garbage truck...
no need to fill my brain wif nonsense right?XD
memory is full...
but i forgot to buy a new memory card for my brain
in the PC FAIR...
so is someone willing to donate?
muahahaha...
nonsense har...

anyway❤
thx 4 one of my form 6 fren..
to remind to update my blog...
to tidy up my mood
=] i am feeling well now...


BYVENICE GUI

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