today not my day❤

排山倒海
以为断了这份爱
就能笑着醒过来
太不明白你在我心中
地位无可取代
恐惧永远都会在
只能想着你的脸
记取那灿烂
汪洋之中谁来守护你寂寞的帆
晴空之下谁来垂怜你眼里无声呐喊
爱情只剩一丝呼吸
排山倒海也为你而来
桑田苍海也等你回来
不管结局怎么坏
我会勇敢撑下来
因为你曾给我那么多
在梦里也能取暖
感觉眼泪掉出来
欧..
我想的太简单
就难免失败
...... ......

这是我最近很喜欢的一首歌
听起来很有感觉
心也会抽痛下
整个人都沉下去吧
=[很不喜欢这个感觉
不是我放不下
只是总会有个牵挂
以往我最喜欢期待我的拜五到来❤
又可以见到他
又可以扮美美
是每个星期最开心的一天
不过都是过往了...
回想起来总是会不经意
扬起笑容☺


今天不是很开心
身体好像出现了些
突发状况
整个人很没有心情
很没有顶下去的力
不懂是不是朋友生病传染到
肚子上面很痛很痛
整个人很没有什么力
整身烧烧的
越来越容易贫血
整个人很不开心很不开心!!!!
ARHHHH....
i dun wish to show my vulnerable and fragile part
but i already dont know
who can i talk to...
hard to carry on my tomorrow
i think i may collapse!!!
i may break down...
not tired...
is exhausted...
feeling depression now...
once i move
i will feel uncomfortable
and
my stomach will getting pain...
so i spent a whole afternoon
sitting in front of the computer
wasting my time...
dont know wat i'm
thinking about...
wat i'm concern about...
just doing some nonsense...
i dun wan to rest at all~
i juz wanna recover...
that's all...
is it difficult?
damn unpleasant...


i wish i wan to prevent that asking myself
''can i?''
i juz wanna to tell myself
''I CAN...''
i'm not stubborn at all
i juz wanna to support and applause for
my self-confindence...
maybe others will say that is arrogant
hahahaha
i disagree wif it...
so STOP to criticize my anything
again and again
especially
when i'm in bad-tempered
it's easy to agitate me...
Stop talking all the rubbish n crap wif me
and i am damn tired to explain
EVERYTHING...
use ur brain n think properly!!!
keep talking
about the same thing to
criticize me seriously
is it interesting?
or are u trying to test my
patient right now?
wat a willfulness thing!
be smart lah...
dont let me give u some
discrimination ...
wasting the time to do brainless things...

i'm sorry to talk about
all the negativism ...
juz cant control liao=3=
when i am out of control...
it's too bad...
especially in those crazy case
to let me handle and settle...
wat a tough task for me HAR....
anyway lah...
i juz mind about some certain things...
so i dislike someONE to talk bad about it
it's unacceptable for me

at the end of the day...
i spill all my deeper heart out...
feeling good...
juz wanna to talk about somebody
juz like UHU gum
damn sticking...
we are better than stranger
but not like friends...
right...
dont let me treat u like
a pervert~
okk?
pls stop disturbing my life...
juz move on...
and get rid of my sight plsss.....
no matter anything happened
that's not related wif u...
who r u har...
why i should tell u my status...
and even my private affair...
there's no explains...
and there's not my responsibility or duty
that i should inform u...
celaka betul....
make me mad about those things...

i think i'm fine right now...
a very immediately...XD
huhuh...
feeling relax...
i think it's time to take a rest lah...
otherwise my body cant afford
anytime...=]
be happy ya
ms GKL

BY:ms GUI